New Blog

Long time no Blog

2008-12-09T07:04:00.000-08:00

long time since i blogged huh. sorry, really dun feel like blogging. I also dunno why, just feel that blogging is a waste of time sometimes, other than being a good platform to say whatever you wanna tell other people and a way to practise your language skill.... ai.....

時間がない

2008-09-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

時間が本当にない。いつも眠いけど、勉強しなくちゃいけない。今日は土曜日けど、時間がだいたい浪費してしまったんだ。実は昨日夜三時から寝て、今日の昼十二時ごろ起きて、それから、五時ごろまでテレビを見ｙたので、今は勉強の時間はあまり足らなくてしまった。

では、今から勉強しよう！

今から、日本語で書こう！

2008-09-12T10:20:00.000-07:00

今日からよく日本語でブロッグを書こうと思う。実は日本語がもう二年ぐらい習ったけど、あまり使わないので、会話や書くことがあまりできないし、日本語で話すとき、考えた時間が長い過ぎるし、困っていてしまったのだ。ですから、今から日本語がよくできるように、日本語でこのブロッグを書こうと思っている。いくら難しくても、一所懸命頑張る。

大変な一週間のチュートリアルと講義はやっと終わってしまった。プロジェットや宿題などもやっとしてしまって、出して、安心した。でも、来週テストが二つあって、勉強しなくちゃいけないで、大変なんだ。また、私はまだ勉強したり、復習したりしていないんだ。困ったなあ。

では、今日は日本の映画を見たよ。その映画は金田一についての映画だ。「犬神家の一族」という映画だ。その映画は面白くて、少し可笑しかっただ。映画でたくさん習った日本語を聞こえて、よくわかったよ。しかし、映画が英語と中国語の字幕ついていて、助かった。それは日本語の勉強にとても役に立つと思う。

今日は本当にうれしい。

I dunno...

2008-09-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

Will be graduating in a year or so... I am starting to feel lost.
What should I do next, and how should I do it.
Just came back from Germany a month ago.
1 year may have been a long time, but looking through the facebook of my juniors, seeing that they are all starting a new journey into university, overseas. It really makes me miss the life overseas, feeling envious but maybe not.
It sometimes makes me think, if I have been making the wrong decisions all along.
If I didnt choose to study in Singapore and answered the most critical question during the final interview, with a certainty to them, pledging that I will not leave them eventually, maybe I would have gotten the scholarship and is studying in UK now.
But will that have been a better choice? I dont know.

It is a mixture of undescribable feeling.

I have been waiting to graduate. The time is coming soon. The shores is there, not far away. I can see it.
But, what is next?

Should I settle down in this island and establish my Shangri-la? If so, how?

Or should I start a new endeavour ahead? Doing Masters overseas?

I would say, I dont really want to do a Master. All I truely yearn for, is to travel out of the country for a new breath of air. Doing a Master is just an excuse for me to achieve my goals, using money that I can get from scholarships.

Yes, I can achieve the same goal by the another choice, but I am not confident in achieving it right now. And it will be a totally different experience to study in another country than to just go for holiday. But if I can do what I want to do well, it will well be another story. My wish to travel out often may come true. In addition, I dont want to study anymore and I cannot keep on surviving on my family anymore. I should and need to repay my family soon... I dont want to owe them too much. Many tells me that they have more than enough, but still... its theirs and not mine. It doesnt feels good to take and not return.

Right now, I can only do my best.

New post

2008-08-08T09:08:00.001-07:00

Welcome to new blog. New beginnings =)